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Intro
00:25
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2. |
Apology no.235
03:29
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last in the room
i’m looking at you
your big smiling face
it’s so stupid cute
she’s hanging around
singing sweet little sounds
i’m just out of place
with my sullen frown
took you for granted
not how i planned it
the hist’ry we trace
it’s so underhanded
hard to keep cool
pretend to be cruel
when there’s all this space
and i’m still your fool
singing my song to the one i lost
i just want the time
to talk and unwind
all alone, boy, it’s true
i’m obsessed with everything you do
all alone boy, it’s true
i’d kill for just one chance with you
because you’re a sunshower, baby
i’m the dark before the storm
you’re a burning comet, boy
and at best i’m, like, lukewarm
don’t want to press the issue
but i watch your lips and wanna kiss you
fall back on the ways when i dissed you
when i thought my snark was my charm
still singing my song to the one i lost
back when i thought snark was charm
first to the fight
he’s watching my sleights
my obnoxious tongue
so biting and trite
the first impressions
taint my confessions
dust off what i’ve sung
all indiscretions
my hardest heart
drawn knife from the start
smug man who gets hung
by his softest parts
is it too much
starved numb for your touch
ev’ry hand i’ve wrung
i just wanted to brush
singing my song to the one i lost
i just want the time
to talk and unwind
all alone, boy, it’s true
i’m obsessed with everything you do
all alone boy, it’s true
i’d kill for just one chance with you
because you’re a sunshower, baby
i’m the dark before the storm
you’re a burning comet, boy
and at best i’m, like, lukewarm
don’t want to press the issue
but i watch your lips and wanna kiss you
fall back on the ways where i dissed you
when i thought my snark was my charm
still sing my song to the one i lost
still singing my song to the one i lost
back when i thought snark was charm
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3. |
Fleeting Moment
03:44
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I stayed up all night thinking about you
Where you've been, where you're going to
Please Be ok, you've got to be
But don't you see you're killing me
And I don't want to die young
Over and over this song has been sung
Some secrets should stay hidden
Some things shouldn't be said
There are certain ghosts
Who should just stay dead
You're a burning wreckage
I tried to save
But you turned your back
Made these hills your grave
But I still love you so
When you've gone cold
And I know
Yes I know
I know yes I know
But come back home
Please come back home
I said " I love you"
In a fleeting moment
Say "I love you"
In this fleeting moment
You and her are haunting me
2 and 1 makes three
You're stuck in the past
Good things they never last
It's too much
For two girls to take
Yeah you really fucked up,
Made a big mistake
And I don't know you anymore
When I see your face
Cause you slammed the door
When you left my
But come back home
Please come back home
I said "I love you" in a fleeting moment
Say "I love you" in this fleeting moment
You said hold my hand
And I know I did
Do I regret it?
Do I regret it?
You kissed my cheek
Yes I know you did
can I forget it?
can I forget you?
So come back home
Please come back home
I said "I love you" in a fleeting moment
Say "I love you" in this fleeting moment
So come back home
Please come back home
I said "I love you" in a fleeting moment
Say "I love you" in this fleeting moment
You said hold my hand
And I know I did
Do I regret it?
Do I regret it?
You kissed my cheek
Yes I know you did
can I forget it?
can I forget you?
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4. |
Vibrations
03:48
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car ride saturday night with the wind in my hair
don’t know where i’m going but i want you there
keep making those eyes but you don’t seem to care
texted you twice “come on, just meet me here”
things they get weird when you’re next to me
heart thudding loud but you can’t hear the key
six hours til sunup, some grand conspiracy
trying to keep you away from the places i’ll be
got my eyes off the road
got my eyes glued to the screen
waiting for the vibrations from you
to start my heart, stop my car
guide and re-guide
back through the memories
stitch up that history
just want you to want me
just need you to miss me
seven months of this shit back when we went to school
eight months of me gawking just acting the fool
my friends have 10 good reasons why you’re jaunty and cruel
just an aquarius heart that likes making the rules
those cross-legged chats where you say just enough
and that face that i make when our fingers brush
but you had to have seen me i’m calling that bluff
can’t admit i chase ghosts cuz i’m not that tough
got my eyes off the road
got my eyes glued to the screen
waiting for the vibrations from you
to start my heart, stop my car
guide and re-guide
back through the memories
stitch up that history
just want you to want me
just need you to miss me
Are you gonna miss me?
back through the memories
stitch up that history
just want you to want me
just need you to miss me
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5. |
Nature Walks
03:08
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My broken heart beats fast
Wish you'd hear it and smile
I know I'm not her
But wish you'd let me stay a while
Withered petals fall around you
Cold sister, cold shoulder
But I'm not one to talk
wish I could say I'm better than her
Cause the star-lit skies
Come to life in your eyes
And on starless nights
I'll sit with you and try
To accept the brighter side
that I need help to see
But girl when I'm with you
I can forget me
You can't go on nature walks
But we can sit and talk for hours
You can't be gone too long
But I can still bring you flowers
And everything you do is leaving me speechless
those tears in your eyes, so needless
Let's escape to a place where the bad can't reach us
Away from the broken men that teach us
Cause the star-lit skies
Come to life in your eyes
And on starless nights
I'll sit with you and try
To accept the brighter side
that I need help to see
But girl when I'm with you
I can forget me
Ooooo
Oh oh oh
Dovewing: Hey sis, so I was listening in
Ivypool: Wait? Why were you listening to me sing?
Dovewing: You're never gonna get a girl being all dreary like that! Here let me show you~
Cause the star-lit skies
Come to life in your eyes
And on starless nights
I'll sit with you and try
To accept the brighter side
that I need help to see
But girl when I'm with you
I can forget me
Cause the star-lit skies
Come to life in your eyes
And on starless nights
I'll sit with you and try
To accept the brighter side
that I need help to see
Cause girl when I'm with you
I can forget me
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6. |
Fell in Love Love Love
05:06
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Met him by the road
Cardboard sign, no place to go
Those stories that he told
So bright, you pulled your shoulders
Back and
Fell into those eyes
Green grey, so wide you almost cried
Said, “Stick by my side”
The city is wild, with no place to hide
So you
Kiss him on the cheek
Chase him through the streets
“But, don’t fall in love.”
You told yourself, you told yourself
Yet, you fell in love
Yes, you fell in love
Oh, you fell in love
Love, love, love
You fell in love
He’s a different kind
All smiles, eyes soaked in winter sky
Your heart’s always blind
Sweating palms, destructive mind
So you
Can’t let down your guard
He’s all careless with his scars
Says, “It’s who we are”
“Boy, just have some disregard
For rules”
Yet, you fell in love
Yes, you fell in love
Oh, you fell in love
Love, love, love
You fell in love
Don’t let him catch you smiling
Don’t hold him while he’s crying
Don’t take him to that ancient place
Don’t sigh and say, just stay, stay, stay
But you’re not that set in your ways
And you breathed it in that first day
You fell in love while running away
You fell in love while running away
Run through the streets and the love remains
Yet, you fell in love
Yes, you fell in love
Oh, you fell in love
Love, love, love
You fell in love
Yet, you fell in love
Yes, you fell in love
Oh, you fell in love
Love, love, love
You fell in love
Love, love, love
You fell in love
Love, love, love
You fell in love
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7. |
Echo Home
04:02
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oh it starts so quickly at midnight,
when your brother saw you kiss me twice
we ran for miles, heartbeats keeping time
sloppy and bleary on white peach moonshine
when cloud cover came, we lost every sense
you scraped your knee on the old wire fence
i tore my sleeve to a neat lil strip
kissed it better with your blood on my lips
chorus
and in the glorious aftermath,
when all is said and dead and done
i think you could have been my love
my long lost, fast, first only one
sit in the silence, when i’m alone
oh that almost echoes back to find a home
pushing back, the echo of an echo
when i’m alone
things fell apart by mid-march or may
couldn’t catch you sober or during the day
the light that we felt was flickering fast
and i wished on stars, “please let it last”
there’s clouds overhead, black coffee flavored
but i smell the sea through every endeavor
he’s awful and snide, he won’t ever care
but when i blacked out, he was still there
chorus
and in the glorious aftermath,
when all is said and dead and done
i think you could have been my love
my long lost, fast, first only one
sit in the silence, when i’m alone
oh that almost echoes back to find a home
pushing back, the echo of an echo
when i’m alone
and we’re so different, you always sang
different as seasons with each different change
but i’m sick of bullshit, all these long, sad clichés
i just wanted love and you’re so scared of pain
cut out the bullshit, girl, we’re both scared of pain
we ache hard for love but, god, all that pain
our parents, sad phantoms who made us this way
we’re echoed dysfunction, calling into the rain
goddamn you, goddamn you, through everything
i think we’re the same…
yes, yes the tender stretches of skin
the gravel in you when i said ”let me in”
the depth and the sadness, buried below
the way i leapt out when you said, “don’t let me go”
please, don’t let me go
and i hear it echo
and in the glorious aftermath,
when all is said and dead and done
i think you could have been my love
my long lost, fast, first only one
sit in the silence, when i’m alone
oh that almost echoes back to find a home
pushing back, the echo of an echo
when i’m alone
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8. |
...
00:32
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9. |
Just You and Me
03:10
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some way out somewhere through the darkest trees
the night dapples stars over just you and me
curled up far from the world with our teenage ease
naming the patterns of darkness and leaves
sneak out into the wilds with me
spin me round like a tire swing
dip our toes in whisp’ring streams
a place to wander, a place to breathe
hand to shoulder, lips to neck
the only place to be
just you and me
just you and me
no way out of nowhere, the demons that chase us
can’t grow up hateful like the bad men that made us
press your palm to my chest and anger won’t take us
take up the tangles, clip the shame from those faces
sneak out into the wilds with me
spin me round like a tire swing
dip our toes in whisp’ring streams
a place to wander, a place to breathe
hand to shoulder, lips to neck
the only place to be
just you and me
just you and me
try to cut us apart
and i’ll say “he’s with me”
try to take me away
and he’ll say “he’s with me”
joined by the ways we magic up the feeling
lazy underneath the dizzying trees
hand in hand, hearts on sleeves
lightly through summer
just you and me
sneak out into the wilds with me
spin me round like a tire swing
dip our toes in whisp’ring streams
a place to wander, a place to breathe
hand to shoulder, lips to neck
the only place to be
just you and me
just you and me
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LynxPoint Portland, Oregon
lynxpoint is an emerging music project that consists of ray, a classically trained singer and self taught musician, and miles, a piece of dirt who can download free editing and art programs from the internet.
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